Dear Lord, forgive us our trespasses as we forgive others

Dear world, I have decided to let the things people might say during this pandemic without thinking pass. I will forgive the things said in jest, without empathy, and without seeing the bigger picture. I hope you will forgive me as well.

Like all of us, I mean well, but the likes of this pandemic crisis have not been seen in over a hundred years. Are we all not living in fear, living with stress, the anxiety of not knowing what the future brings us.

I spend much of my days trying not to think of the unimaginable. Anytime, I think about my daughter living in Queens, my Nephew's Wife a nurse living in Self-quarantine, and my family and friends living in NYC and New Jersey. The 0ver 500 NYPD and NYDF members tasing positive. I just push those thoughts out of my head. I know I shouldn't push these away, but if I dwell too long on them I will fall.

Please forgive me if to deal with this crisis I joke at the wrong time, say something brash at the wrong time, post something trivia, forget to feel you're stress as well. feel your pain, or forget to ask how are you doing.

Matthew 6:9-13 King James Version (KJV)
"After this manner, therefore, pray ye: Our Father which art in heaven, Hallowed be thy name.
Thy kingdom come, Thy will be done in earth, as it is in heaven.
Give us this day our daily bread.
And forgive us our debts, as we forgive our debtors."

And lead us not into temptation,
but deliver us from evil:
For thine is the kingdom, and
The power, and the glory, forever.
Amen.

Dear Lord, give us compassion, love, and dignity, to speak lovingly to all,
Jesse The Walking Man Turner

If you like to listen to the song that I listened today to on my solitary walk its Bill Wither's Lean On Me". Mr. Withers whose music I have leaned decades went to glory today. Fare Thee Well sir, and thank you. > https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fOZ-MySzAac <

Justice shall have it's day Walk 4 Equity

Abraham Lincoln "“The path was worn and slippery. My foot slipped from under me, knocking the other out of the way, but I recovered and said to myself, "It's a slip and not a fall.” 

Today I was reminded by Ms. Rose Reyes (Willimantic teacher, mom, town council Women) that today April 3, 2020, was to have been our “Radical Educator Day of Action 4 Equity”. This initial date was not the date we chose randomly. It has purpose and significance. It was selected on February 15, 2020, by a group of radical educators and parents in New Haven at the People Get Ready Book store. Tomorrow April 4, is the 57th anniversary of his assignation of Dr. Martin Luther King. Moral Monday Connecticut always acts on this solemn anniversary. Today our plans had included a protest march to The State Capital to deliver a message to our state legislature. Our intentions were to hold a Good Shepard Public Education Report Card press conference, followed by Radical Educator Salon for Equity.

And just like everything else that the world had planned for today… we, too, had to postpone the “date” until further notice.

The assassination of Dr. Martin Luther King took place at 6:01 p.m. on Thursday, April 4,1968 ~ in the middle of his life of action. Standing on a balcony outside his second-floor room at the Lorraine Motel in Memphis, Tennessee, he died a Radical King. His sacrifice demands of us a rejection of silence and apathy. His legacy demands we pick up his mantle of peaceful radical activism. We are motivated by the wisdom of Dr. Martin Luther King. We are vividly conscious of his legacy of Radical Actions for Justice.

Sadly we Connecticut Radical Educators, have had to postpone our launch date for equity in our public schools. We have not given up. Dr. King himself postponed a march for voting rights once in Selma, AL. The postponement does not equal non-action; it merely means Justice WILL have it's day.

Meanwhile, “the gap” in public schools is showing itself to be a bigger problem than we thought. We have learned the most significant obstacle when closing our schools in poor communities is figuring out how to feed our children.

We have work to do, and that day will come. Right now, though, it is time to stay safe, stay healthy, and stay home. In the meantime, teachers, students, and parents are doing their best to keep learning happening during this our new normal. It is far from perfect, it is leaving many of our children behind, teachers are stressed trying to deliver lessons with some hint of humanity.
This is not over,
This will pass, and
We shall rise.

If acting to demand legislative action (in CT, the wealthiest state) to provide all children an equitable and quality education makes us radical educators ~ then so be it. We will wear that title well. Trust me, we shall Walk 4 Equity soon.

Spread the word, we shall rise,
Dr. Jesse. P. Turner
Moral Monday Connecticut Ambassador
CCSU AAUP Chapter Secretary
CSU-AAUP Due Justice Liaison
Proud Connecticut Badass Teacher and Radical Educator
Uniting to Save Our School Connecticut Chapter Administrator

If you want to listen to the song that inspires me this living in a pandemic day...its Bill Withers "Lean On Me" He passed away today, and his music is playing all day in my home. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qTVEIOOBD6Q

The books that bind Hard to be Sixth by Arnold Adoff

A little context

It's Saturday night during the Coronavirus time, and my dear friend and colleague Nelba Marquez Green from the Ana Grace Project, our CCSU Literacy Center, and New Britain Public Schools have joined together to share a Mystery Reader story every night until our public schools open up again. We had to leave our classrooms very quickly, and I did not have access to all our books. I wondered what could I read? Then my wife said silly our daughter's books are upstairs in her old room. As I looked through her books, a million smiles came my way. She is now 30 and lives in Queens NY. As soon as she heard I was going to be one of the Ana Grace Project Readers, she knew I would be torn between two of her favorite books. Last week I read Koala Lou by Mem Fox. This week I am reading "Hard to Be Six". I am reading the books that bind a father and daughter in love that shall live on after I am gone.

About the girl and her father

When our daughter was six years old she wanted to read very much. Her favorite friends were a few paces ahead of her. She loved books but has not pulled everything together yet. The daughter of the Reading Teacher would be a late bloomer who grew into a most amazing reader.

I felt for her but felt confident that her love of books would bring her along. I had brought Arnold Adoff's "Hard To Be Sixth" because his son was impatient and in a hurry, and wanted to grow up quick like many young children. Just like my own daughter.

I also loved that the Grandmother in his story is the one that helps bridge her grandson's impatience. Erin's Grandmother lived in Ireland, she loved her dearly. When she went to study abroad many years later she chose Ireland, because she wanted to be near her. She wanted to be able to jump on the bus if she needed it to grab a cup of tea, a biscuit, and some of her grandmother's love.

About the author and the book 

Arnold Adoff's book was from 1991, but it was ahead of its time. It is the beautiful story of a Biracial family with many glorious intergenerational threads weaved into it. It even lovingly brings in a grandfather who passed before the boy was born.

Something equally important in literature is authenticity. Far too many books are written by others. Arnold Adoff was White and Jewish, and his loving wife was African America Viginia Hamilton one of my favorite children's authors. This family is beautiful, and books should reflect the reality of the world children live in. Families come in all shades, faiths, sizes, and the bond that holds them together is love. Like that love, authenticity holds this book together so very well.

The wheel turns 

It was the perfect book, and our daughter has never forgotten it. When she was seven years old everything with reading fell into place for her. But, she wanted her training wheels off. but, she wasn't ready. She said Daddy I think every year is hard at first, but every year gets better. It's like it "Hard To Be Six"

Many years later, she was leaving for college, and she was worried, and she said Dad would you read Hard To Be Six".
That book binds father and daughter. She is 30 years old living in NY and prospering. Last Saturday I read another favorite of our daughter's Koala Lou for the Ana Grace Project.

Guess which book this Saturday's Mystery Reader is reading tonight, and whose 30-year-old daughter will be watching?

Parents, guardians, and grandparents, what really matters about books

I have always advised parents not to worry about using books to teach lessons to their children, find the books that bind you with your children.It's the binding with books that matters,
Dr. Jesse P. Turner
CCSU Literacy Center Director
And sometimes Mystery Reader

One last thing, today the university gave me 15 minutes to grab what I needed from our Central Connecticut State University Literacy Center. Guess what I gabbed? Tonight's Mystery Reader is Pirate Captain Read A Lot

If you are wondering what tune inspired my morning walk today it's "Hoist the Colours" song from Pirates of the Caribbean: At World's End. 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1EyM2jcBTW0